More Updates to my life

I  still love the new job.

Me and the babysitter have been going to the lake a lot since its summer. We have also been just going out a lot like to a bar or a club.

The house is pretty much clean all the time.

I still can’t cook and I’m still a lazy bum. I’ve been gaining weight… I have flipping Celsius now! How the heck did that happen when I’m only like 115 lbs?

I have no money now because the new job doesn’t pay well… its been really hard because I’m somewhat of a shopaholic

As far as frizzy lizzy goes I do shave my legs but lately I haven’t been feeling girly. I need to start doing my hair or something.

School starts again in about a month. I’m nervous because I’ve been out for a while. but I’m only taking two classes. Managerial Accounting and Calculus

I’m going to a community college for business then I’m going to transfer to a university.

Still have no friends really just my family and my boyfriends friends. (sometimes I still say babysitter but I think we are close enough for me to call him my boyfriend. Its been three years already!)


Ok so there are the updates. Looks like I still need to start cooking and working out and make sure I do good in school. Maybe make a friend from class and doing girly things or something


Oh and budget! I need to start budgeting like crazy because I got a huge pay cut but I still want to do everything I do! I’ve heard is a good place but I’m also a little scarred of putting my bank account into that site. I used to go to this blog calls wisebread and get some ideas from there. Look like I got to start that again.


Updates to my life :)

I’ve been really enjoying the new job. Extremely low stress ūüôā and easy. I don’t think its sketchy anymore just‚Ķ into business only and making money.. But anyway¬† I don’t understand why the girl before me made it sound like it’s such a hard job. She is still so bitter towards the company. She filed for unemployment and figures the administrative assistant handles unemployment paper work. Then Today she called me and left a voicemail and said she is suing the company and lawyers think its best if we didn’t talk at all. I’m thinking thank God! All she ever did was say negative things to me and that I should quit as soon as I can. But NO WAY!!! Like I said before I want to stick it out and get all the experience I can from this. They are paying me pennies but Admins can be paid as much as $16 an hour and even more if you‚Äôre an executive assistant.


The new job has had me shaving my legs a lot. I have to dress professionally at all times so I’ve had to do some shopping.¬† I got some nice blazers and business dresses and skirts. I just need shoes but that will have to wait until pay-day. But anyway this summer fizzy Lizzy isn’t going to be a problem.


I won a contest! Can you believe that! What are the odds?! I got a kindle fire HD. I used to think I would never get a kindle and I was so against any kind of eReader because books are the way to go and if we don’t keep books everyone will be dumb and never read ever. But I love this thing! It does have a ton of books for free they have a ton of TV series.¬† Ok maybe I don’t use it as a eReader as much as I should be. But anyway I love this I can download episodes so it saves and then you can watch it even if you’re not online. I started watching The Sopranos. I’m on season 3 and I think I might have to stop because I’ve started saying the “F” word! I never cuss!!! But the series is soooo good!


Another thing I want to mention I downloaded an app called “the Fabulous” and I think it’s really helping. It just gives you little reminders to do good things like eat breakfast and drink water.

Hairy Bikini

not me! Its on the website for the place I get waxed.

not me! Its on the website for the place I get waxed.

It’s that time again. Ugh I got to wax! We are taking a trip to the lake this weekend and I got to wear my bikini so that means I have to get it all off! Yesterday I got my full body wax. The only thing I don’t wax is my legs and my arm pits. Legs I think just because I shave them so much the hair won’t come off. I’ve tried before and it was really worthless because only the thin hairs on my legs came off and most of them are so thick. Also because getting your shins waxed is super painful! Same reasons for the armpits.

It’s about $230 to do this but if your hairy like me than of course I think its worth it. Now I can wear my bikini and not have to worry about my hairy stomach or back. I should have taken a before picture :\

Frizzy Lizzy update

Frizzy Lizzy update

Hey its been cold outside and my babysitter doesn’t complain about it! He does about… my facial hair… so I get my face and my Brazilian wax but no legs or arm pits. Warm weather is coming so I’ll have to attack these legs!


Whores Revenge

It’s no secret that I had plenty of lovers in my life. My babysitter is the only real relationship I’ve had. ¬†To be honest I thought I wouldn’t ever find someone to… want me just for me and like… be a real girlfriend.

I thought I would never find someone to want me just for me and to just be a real girlfriend. I should have acted like a real woman and loved myself for who I really was instead of what I could do for men. I wish someone would have told me that forever ago.

Sometimes my babysitter likes to joke about that. I know that he doesn’t mean to do it hurtful but he does do it and sometimes it hurt me. He will say things like “that’s what you used to do” when he sees something whorish. ¬†Its true but I hate hearing it. When I tell him about it he says that if I know I’m not like that anymore then it shouldn’t bother me. He is right but so am I.


But real whores get their revenge simply by not being a whore and becoming real women. I would say this is a lesson I already learned.


House Wives

There is something marvelous about a women who can maintain her home, her kids, her husband, and her appearance. For some reason I have always looked forward to being a house wife. I’m not sure if I’ll ever be one because I am going to school to be a business woman (two very different career choices). betty

I’ve been thinking about them much more when I started watching Mad Men. I absolutely love Betty Draper! Yes, I’m addicted to yet another show on Netflix, but I can’t binge watch because I agreed with my babysitter that I’ll only watch it with him. Stupid idea! Now we are only in the second season and it will take forever to finish it!

My babysitter was married once. I ask about it all the time (he says it doesn’t bother him). He let her quit her job and be a house wife but she ended up getting a part-time job and going to school. I often wonder if he would give me that offer…

It would be hard to be a housewife now a days. Gosh I wrote that and realized that I make it sound like I’m some 40-year-old woman who has so much life experience. Anyway, it would be hard financially. I guess if your husband is wealthy like Don Draper it would be fine but then of course you have to make sure he isn’t cheating on you. But then women in that position don’t end up being house wives they end up being reality TV stars with plastic surgery and attitude. I definitely wouldn’t want to end up like that. I guess what the real challenge is to be so humble and put everyone else before you. A quality which most people, myself including, lack.

Today I had lunch with my sister N ( I still have to do an intro to her but that one will be hard because I am closest to her) and we talk about our mom. She was a single mother and she worked full-time and took one class a semester (weird that’s what I’m doing now but I don’t have any kids at all… I’m just lazy). We hardly saw her because she worked so much and when she did come home at 8 o’clock she didn’t realize all the trouble we were getting into. Real trouble… (not getting in to that now). I think if we still had house wives now the world would be a happier place.

oh and BTW, since I can’t binge watch Mad Men I found another show that I can watch when my babysitter is not with me. It’s United States of Tara and its crazy good. Also has a house wife in it ūüôā

I’ll close with this ridiculous standard of the perfect wife. I know its crazy but I read this often and wonder if I can be this mysterious Proverbs 31 woman.

Proverbs 31: 10 – 31 NLT

10 Who can find a virtuous and capable wife?

She is more precious than rubies.
11 Her husband can trust her,
and she will greatly enrich his life.
12 She brings him good, not harm,
all the days of her life.

13 She finds wool and flax
and busily spins it.
14 She is like a merchant’s ship,
bringing her food from afar.
15 She gets up before dawn to prepare breakfast for her household
and plan the day’s work for her servant girls.

16 She goes to inspect a field and buys it;

with her earnings she plants a vineyard.
17 She is energetic and strong,
a hard worker.
18 She makes sure her dealings are profitable;
her lamp burns late into the night.

19 Her hands are busy spinning thread,
her fingers twisting fiber.
20 She extends a helping hand to the poor
and opens her arms to the needy.
21 She has no fear of winter for her household,
for everyone has warm clothes.

22 She makes her own bedspreads.
She dresses in fine linen and purple gowns.
23 Her husband is well known at the city gates,
where he sits with the other civic leaders.
24 She makes belted linen garments

and sashes to sell to the merchants.

25 She is clothed with strength and dignity,
and she laughs without fear of the future.
26 When she speaks, her words are wise,
and she gives instructions with kindness.
27 She carefully watches everything in her household
and suffers nothing from laziness.

28 Her children stand and bless her.

Her husband praises her:
29 “There are many virtuous and capable women in the world,
but you surpass them all!‚ÄĚ

30 Charm is deceptive, and beauty does not last;
but a woman who fears the Lord will be greatly praised.
31 Reward her for all she has done.

Let her deeds publicly declare her praise.


A bunch of random updates to my life

Frizzy Lizzy update part 3

In My Frizzy Lizzy post I said that I wanted to start being girly and taking care of myself but‚Ķ that didn’t happen. Last night I thought it might have something to do with my other embarrassing problem. I feel so‚Ķ unattractive. When I first started seeing my babysitter I was so girly and dressed up and did my hair and makeup. Now I’m just blah unless on the rare occasion we go out. But maybe getting myself all pretty for no reason will get my juices flowing.

Fitness?  Yeah right

Again I stopped working out because I’m a lazy bum I guess.¬† This probably contributes to my problem as well as the Frizzy Lizzy does because I don’t feel pretty any more. My schedule for work is changing (swing shift) so I should be able to work out before work now, but as far as the motivation to actually do it.. We’ll see. But I guess I, have to because I’m sure it will help with my problem. If I lose some weight I’ll feel more sexier!

No more relationship drama

Me and my babysitter are fine. We just kind of talked about things and everything was fine.

Yes I go to school

This semester is surprisingly easy. Usually online classes are harder for me but not this class. I’m majoring in business if you forgotten because its been forever since I blogged about school. The class I’m taking now is business law and it’s actually interesting! It will still take me forever to finish since I only take one class at a time though.

Age 22 on the outside 43 in my mind

With my little sister in town last week I felt‚Ķ lame. She is 17 and she parties more than me. I’m 22 and stay at home every night and just watch TV with my babysitter. I think he actually goes out more than I do! I need to go out more. This sounds totally bad but I need to drink more. I don’t want to be lame but at the same time I want to be‚Ķ responsible. Can you do both?

Cha ching!

I’ve run out of money! Well not really, but I don’t know what happened to a lot of it.¬† I have really good credit, and because of that my credit limit keeps getting increased. So I started using my credit card more because I didn’t want to spend all of the money in my bank account. Now I’m thinking bad idea. I don’t know what the heck I brought over only 2 weeks but now I have to pay back about 1000$ including my regular bills‚Ķ. Great that kind of means I can’t go out.


So there are all my updates. I really want to try to write more than I do now just because I started this blog to improve my writing. I don‚Äôt’ think it’s even approved ūüė¶


An intro to the sisters part 2

For fathers day all of my sisters are coming in from out of town. You have already heard a lot about my little sister S with her sexual dilemma. But you still need to meet my other two.

My oldest sister is 28. We can call her A. She is my dads first child. Her mom was apparently very jealous of my mom because my crazy dad was seen them both at the same time. Anyway the point is we don’t have the same mom.

I’ve said this many times and my other sisters get mad at me but its the truth: A is the nicest sister. She is very kind hearted. She always wants to help with something and she is very loving ‚̧

She has two little girls ages 10 and 7 (the older one just started her period btw!). They have different dads and it didn’t work out with either of them. But A did get married to another man two years ago… and now they want a divorce…

I was talking with my sister about that and really understood what she was going through. No one wanted her to marry the guy and no one really liked him but she loved him. She said she thought if she did everything right, meaning taking an oath in front of God in the church and having a beautiful wedding, everything would just work out.

That is a good lesson to learn right there!

One other thing I want to mention about A. She has the Frizzy Lizzy problem too. More than me! I don’t think i mentioned it in the original Frizzy Lizzy post but basically my whole body is covered in hair! I hate it but at least I can relate with A.

Well that’s a quick story of A. I love her so much!


Craving The Invite / Clean Your Room / Frizzy Lizzy

I’m friends with this girl at work. We’ve exchanged numbers and had lunch together and I’ve always thought of all the people I work with she was the one I was closest to. Not to say that I’m BFF’s with her or anything.

Anyway the other day, on a flipping Tuesday of all days, she invites this guy to go out with her and her friends right in front of me. Then I hear her asking other people… I don’t get asked…

some random pic I found when I googled pathetic. Totally fits right?

some random pic I found when I googled pathetic. Totally fits right?

I feel like I’m a high school kid crazing the invite to a high school dance from a boy I’m crushing on. How pathetic is it that I compare her to a boy I crush on? I wanted to go soooo bad and I felt so… umm I don’t know how to explain it. Uncool? looserish? Heck I’ll even say lonely!

To her defense I had been sick; very noticeably sick. Sneezing and blowing my nose like a trumpet. I figured that is why she didn’t ask me. Honestly, if she did ask me I probably would have still went.¬† She could have said, “I know your sick but if you want/can stop by”.

Anyways, I just went to my babysitters after work like I’ve been doing basically everyday. I was just there now but he works in the morning so I just came home. I do pay to live here which is crazy because I’m never here and the electric bill is still 165$. (yes I put the $ sign behind the number, I’ve been told I do this wrong my whole life. why put it in the front if its read one hundred and sixty five dollars not dollars a hundred and sixty five. Its my blog I’ll write it how I want!) I don’t think splitting it is really fair, she is obviously using more than I am. No way I’ll get the confidence to tell her that.Clean-your-room

In reference to my uncomfortable at home blog; I’m cleaner but my house isn’t. I really need to grow up and actually clean my room and bathroom! I remember this book when I was a kid. I had a whole series of them called “what to do when your mom or dad says…” The one I’m thinking about “clean your room”. I recently brought it on Ebay because I miss having them even though I’m 22 and I should know how to do it by now! But seriously! I need to make a to do list and stick to it! If my babysitter works every other weekend then I should at least clean my house every other weekend right?

Oh and just a quick frizzy lizzy update (original here, follow up one here) I forgot about that too. I want to say its because I’ve been sick but its not… I’m just lazy! I’ve been sporting no makeup for probably 3 weeks now. I shave when I can which is hardly ever, but with spring starting next week I’ll have to get on that!

If I haven’t set the tone yet let me tell you pain. Not¬† happy with my life now. I’m supposed to be learning how to be a grown up girl not how to be a slob with no friends!

Stinky but dressed to impress

Embarrassing confession:

Sometimes when I organize an awesome outfit that I love and for some reason I’ve never tried that combination of clothes before…. I wear it everyday… I mean I see different people so no one knows…

Umm… well I like the way I look…

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